There is a balance that I am yet to find. The person between who I want to be and the person I know I can be. I have been weak… I have been strong. I have been over bearing and I have been walked over. I have performed at the greatest of my abilities and I have fallen very short due to insecurities. There isn’t one person I have been that is just the whole of me. I have many sides to myself and I have let many parts of myself down. I have made myself believe that what I want is the only truth and I have fallen victim to lies and deceit another form of their truth. I may never be the perfect being I ever set out to be but I know in my heart that I will do my best to be the perfect soul even if it’s just for me to see. I have given very little of myself and have let the deepest parts of me be felt. I don’t apologize for all the times I’ve given or taken for all those moments led to the person staring back at me and I love that I can still grow…I can still be moved… I can still cherish… I can still learn… I can still be free…I can still be whatever version of me that I want to be! Because I am not finished… I will still go on changing and rearranging my life, my words, my thoughts, my very being. But most of all I will keep evolving.